Complicating life to self:

- downloading 100 scientific articles for maximum 10 pages of very-soon-to-be-due written paper and being not quite satisfied, so downloading and furiously reading another 50;
- thinking about how professors have nothing better to do during summer-time than to think how they will kick my arse in autumn exam term;
- thinking some more about the autumn exam term and annoying regional library employees to bring me some more awkward, nobody-really-ever-reads-them scientific books from the repository;
- trying to read the exam material but finding myself biting nails and fingers in total distress and fear of autumn exam term,
- rearranging words and sentences in written paper for hundredth time, because they just don't sound good enough for my literary sensitive sicko mind. 


And it is 35+ °C outside and I just refused all costs free trip to Macedonia because of the bloody autumn exam term. 
I just love myself on days like that!