sowing

Last week I was thinking a lot about the future. Sadly, I feel about it very much like about the past or present - not in my power to change it. I guess I lack courage. 

Or guts. Or resources.

So I particularly appreciate all the simplicity and certainty around me. Flower blossom, for example. Or green tomatoes just about to get red. They remind me that not all is (yet) lost and that still, no matter how bad it all seems at the moment, at the end you reap what you sow.

I better continue sowing stuff (not only in the garden). Although I sincerely thought I was quite good girl in this respect. 

Once again I was, of course, wrong.